sorry girls im leaving now...
Its all too much.
((poem by me))
So you sit there with your shaggy blonde hair scraped against your forehead
Your tear stained face - splattered with a hollow glare
Your sickly thin legs crossed
your hip bones protruding through those jeans
and with wrists like those?
frail with red and black bracelets
hanging from the bones
baby you can't hide
I know, I know its just all too much isnt it?
with your crocked smile
and those red red lips.
I have to wonder hun, is all that makeup
really doing anything for you?
or is this world just all too much to take?
Tell me girl. that you dont sit and cry in your bedroom at night
unable to sleep
tossing and turning with your stoamch growling?
Tell me girl, that you dont stuff your face when your alone
and then hide your face in that porcolin bowl for hours.
Tell me girl, that you dont drage yourself down the halls at school
fighting back tears
lugging your hollow body
its so empty
but could you ever even imagine that something SO empty could be SO heavy?
Tell me girl, that you dont stare down from the second story of your school
in hope that one day youd have the courage to fly away
and Tell me girl, that you dont
take that razor blade
and pray for the courage to slice down
deep down
through your veins
and through your bone
until your nothing but a girl
torn apart on another bathroom floor?
**&&**I know girl. I know**&&**
that its just ALL TOO MUCH. | 
